My life doesn't really reflect the kind of life that a 15-year-old girls out there dream of.. Yes, i'm a member of a prominent clan of business entreprenuers(hmmm..) Yes, I do get what i want most of the time without any hesitations( *winks* ). My whole family is actually gratified of me, but i'm not happy. why? It is for the simple fact that although my life seems perfect, my spirit is not free..It's like i have no self-determination..[ =) ].. Don't get me wrong! I'm actually satisfied with my achievements and very thankful with the kind of life that they have given me. I want to be a doctor, Someone who can touch people's heart. I want to make my own decisions without anyone harrasing me about what kind of future my decisions will bring. I want to be free from the stress and the pressure.
I know there's more to life than this. I always tell myself that maybe all my dreams will come true in the future; now isn't the right time ofcourse, since im still on my 3rd year level. Who know's I can be a Doctor tomorrow!?! Time will tell. Maybe life is not just about what I want because no matter how much effort i put into it, I still can't deny the fact that my attempts are not working. Sometimes, I just need to learn to deal with life's flaws, be thankful for all these happening to me, and accept that everything happens for a reason.